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be my escape- relient k
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Friday, September 01, 2006
another long while mannn hahah
anyways i have three AWESOME days to blog about.
so yes wednesday.
watched the teacher's day rehearsals!
super nice i tell you!
the dances were uber cool! and i saw sister dearest dancing *grins*
anyways after that had the best walk home ever! we even had chai dao gui for dindins hahah
then we walked super slow! so slow that we started walking from 7 and i only reached home at 9+
hahah but it was something i would never regret!(:
then came THURSDAY!
hahah had teacher's day celebrations.
pilo didnt come during the celebrations la... BAD TIMING MAN...
many ex seniors came back! especially justine tanya farihin sam nic sharifah germaine and all.
too bad
GORGEOUS didn't come though... i miss her lots man!!!after that had to rearrange tables for stupid prelims...
then went home with mel eunice and BESTIE.
after that we met up to go to tm to watch the devil WATCHES prada.(wears) hahha okay thats my fault. but it was a totally HIGH FASHION SHOW MANNN!(:
anyways after the movie met up with regina koh!
hahah after which we went to macs sat down and took videos and pics.
after that went to toys r us we started playing with the retarded elmos and cookie monsters!
and i found my pleasant home! (i'll upload the pictures soon! promise!)
oh yes the funnniest thing was the elmo! it kept singing "elmo loves you elmo loves you yes he does yes he does" hahah so retarded la but it was funny!!
i kept singing it to mel i think now it's stuck in her head hahah
after that took 15 home its was a really walkie day hahah but we went home quite early since the 2 besties had tuition. regina went to woodlands hahah but she didnt.
TODAY! also known as friday.
went for the impossible search of grad night dresses.
its simply IMPOSSIBLE YANNO!!
i'm too shy to wear one! hahah
anyways today was uber funneh!!
hahah walked around almost the whole of town man.
we had aching feet not long after.
well the main attraction today was shoes, as MEL AND EUNICE WERE THERE.
hahha how can you not look at shoes with them aye?
anyways went to daniel yam isetan far east and found not a single dress that i thought would look nice on me!
i'm so screwed! i shall try again on friday man...
we had some korean thingy for lunch
then i had my bucks coffee and the two besties had their gelato
hahah and i wasn't tempted man!
i was too excited for my caramel frapp!(:
oh and eunice got the pretty dress which bothe mel and me spotted! its damn cool! and she looks good!(: EUNICE IT'S AN HONEST OPINION! HAHAH
after so we went to far east to shop for shoes okay not me them.
mel reserved a nice pair of heels! but they were freaking high! and it only looked nice on her hahah and eunice too but she had difficulty ahha
after walking in far east we went to tm for a while to look at eunice's shoes and mel's hair acessories.
then eunice went to meet someone and me and mel went home.
it was a funny ride home! and i swear my right arm is red man hahah
then that was it...
anyways, i can't wait for tuesday! and after o's! i really cant wait..!
(((:
alrights thats all! nights! toodles! ta!
ps. i had my nails painted four different colour one for each! lols okay whatever.
you're my number oneI'd do anything for youCatch the rain from the sky, even hold back the tide for youBaby baby, you're - you're my number oneWith you I know I belongI put the radio on and it's always playing our song(: